Self-righteousness

كتبت في يونيو 2nd, 2010 بواسطة AmJaD.
التصنيف: طراطيش كلام.

Ah yeah , I give up a lil bit and doing this sketch in English .Why u ask ? well , Under a very long time of my life I found myself half paralyzed when expressing my self in Arabic. Silly but true , my inner sound speaks English !!
Before u judge me, oh yeah I am proud of been an Arab, not for you not for other religious or historical bla bla blas.
And now after we got the foreplay straight :D let’s get down to business.
The million dollar question to be asked to me right now, What if I got everything I wanted in the past 5 years? (considering them the evolution period of my life).
I wouldn’t be half-quarter the man that I am now, with all the downsides of my life , character etc.
I wouldn’t had that chance to cross over Europe , learn the real outside world. Get pass beyond my limitation, challenge everything. I know the last part sounded cheesy, lol ,but hell yeah I made it through the toughest of all. Squeezed my way in and smoothed my way out.
No seriously, okay I didn’t had it quite the way I wanted it, never got to be a dentist, no dream car, dream house, dream family, dream legitimate business not even got a passport !.
But, I learned how to be a man, lived alone for a long time, took care of my own self, opened up on things and closed down to others. Hell, I even walked the darkest tunnels on earth, but managed to walk the line and walk it out. I met people with significant philosophies, and others just living the kicks of live. People I learned me a lot of things through them. You can say each on is a story, that opens another classes to teach your butt.
Looking back at it all the way back with my “Nothing Achieved Personal Award” that I got, in addition to the “No Clear Future” honoring award for life time achievements :P . I sigh, and have a lil smile on my face, knowing that I made good in life. An experience of a life time that I could pass easily to my descendents in the near future, something near to a lost treasure of pirates. I am sad about the thing that I have lost and never got a change to go for. But I am happy that I survived it, alone.
This is not the end….

Ah yeah , I give up a lil bit and doing this sketch in English .Why u ask ? well , Under a very long time of my life I found myself half paralyzed when expressing my self in Arabic. Silly but true , my inner sound speaks English !!

Before u judge me, oh yeah I am proud of been an Arab, not for you not for other religious or historical bla bla blas.

And now after we got the foreplay straight :D let’s get down to business.

The million dollar question to be asked to me right now, What if I got everything I wanted in the past 5 years? (considering them the evolution period of my life).

I wouldn’t be half-quarter the man that I am now, with all the downsides of my life , character etc.

I wouldn’t had that chance to cross over Europe , learn the real outside world. Get pass beyond my limitation, challenge everything. I know the last part sounded cheesy, lol ,but hell yeah I made it through the toughest of all. Squeezed my way in and smoothed my way out.

No seriously, okay I didn’t had it quite the way I wanted it, never got to be a dentist, no dream car, dream house, dream family, dream legitimate business not even got a passport !.

But, I learned how to be a man, lived alone for a long time, took care of my own self, opened up on things and closed down to others. Hell, I even walked the darkest tunnels on earth, but managed to walk the line and walk it out. I met people with significant philosophies, and others just living the kicks of live. People I learned me a lot of things through them. You can say each on is a story, that opens another classes to teach your butt.

Looking back at it all the way back with my “Nothing Achieved Personal Award” that I got, in addition to the “No Clear Future” honoring award for life time achievements :P . I sigh, and have a lil smile on my face, knowing that I made good in life. An experience of a life time that I could pass easily to my descendents in the near future, something near to a lost treasure of pirates. I am sad about the thing that I have lost and never got a change to go for. But I am happy that I survived it, alone.

This is not the end….

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